When I was 16, 18, and 34 I wanted to commit suicide for I was depressed and didn't feel like life was worth living. Also at that time too I was self injurying myself by using scissors to cut my legs and arms, only making marks not drawing bood. It was like a high I had and I wanted the pain to go away. Once the adrenalin wore off I still felt the pain and it ony made things worse not better.  
 
I felt as though, being vulnerable as I was at that time, that Satan was taking control of my life and kept tormenting me and preventing me from following Jesus.
 
The Lord delivered me and set me free from the desire to commit suicide and to cut. Being part of Live OnLine Chuch has taught me that I no longer need to allow Satan to take over my life, but to turn my life over to Jesus and to become a Chid of God and be free of those things that have prevented me from truly living and enjoying all the blessings the Lord has to bless me with. I only need to be open to receive them.  
 
I no longer need to fear for Christ is always near.
 
Teresa