Wow, well. I became a christian at four years old and Daddy put it into my heart right away to become both a counselor and a pastor. The enemy I guess didn't like that so, many many many times over the years he has tried to get me to kill myself. Several times I succeeded at really getting myself hurt but God was always right there to protect and keep me safe. This went on until I no longer read the word, or went to church and I rarely prayed. I got into some really bad things including dating two people who were wicca and one who was very openly a warlock and one... sad to say, who was a woman. Once I thought I was pregnant and I was going to have a secret abortion but, thankfully God protected both me, and the child I would have had, from that fate and I ended up not being pregnant. I was still feeling very guilty and dirty though and even though now I am back in church and reading the word and talking to God and everything, the guilt and torment remained. Until that is, I was asked by Doreen if I would like to join her in this online church service. At that point I was set free, I can testify now that I have had a wonderful nights sleep, no nightmares, no guilt, no torment and the evil satanic voice that had always plagued me is GONE!!!!

Well, last night in the room I was being really attacked by pain but still I knew I had to confess my sin of pornography. The bible says to confess our faults one to another so, as scared and ashamed as I was to share any of this with strangers, I began to realize that, no you aren't strangers, you are family and of course, I will share ANYTHING with my family!! So I told everyone and as Pastor Doreen and everyone prayed over me I felt the demon that had been on my back for so long just let go. Didn't even try to scratch me this time like when someone tried to make him let go last time. Last time it really really hurt me. After that it was time for me to go to bed and WOW!!! What a wonderful peaceful night and I look forward to spending many more peaceful nights in my room, a room I'm no longer scared of and no longer feel any evil in.